Why I am Worthless

It seems so silly to think that I can’t even name myself without stirring a controversy. Nothing less expected from me, who supports BDR revolution and sees more than hundred deaths as collateral damage.

Yeah, after reading this far, I know that you are thinking, “Why the hell I have started reading this crap? He is just a nut-job with superiority complex.” and I admit, maybe I am; but at least I don’t have the delusion to be normal. I am abnormal, let me tell you that. But in more ways, you are too.

I have borne in a state where the only ambition is the ambition for money or to be specific, for the establishment that the money gets. Happiness, it’s never the actual point you know. I admit, I am also a walker on the same path as you, but at least I know that I am stupid and retarded to think that earning money and becoming rich is the only purpose of human life. And ask yourselves, we are all running for that. So pathetic, not even self-sustainability is the target of our struggle. In that way, we are lower class animal even than the amoeba.

Ever thought why are you pursuing the success you are pursuing? Ever asked yourself why do you want to earn money? I know, you are laughing and thinking, you know why, and I don’t. You are thinking, “Poor guy, loser, can’t survive the competition, so he is making all these excuses. I know that I want to roam the world, and for that I will earn money” well, news flash for you, to roam the world all you need is the willingness to start, a pair of good legs and a habit of walking. Huen Tsang had only those. And he started when he was 27, and even that was too late. Count your years, when do you start your world tour?

Maybe I want to have a happy family life, be an entrepreneur and have a steady stream of profit coming in; so that I have to work less and can spend more time with my family. You know, what I will discover, at the end of the achievement of success, I have all the necessary things to enjoy a happy family time, other than a happy family.

Why do I have to earn money to be happy? Why can’t I just go and cultivate my own food and my family’s and be content with that? Is it because I want to achieve everything the hardway? Nope, not me… It’s because of peer pressure; I can’t just seat in my home and do whatever I want for a living, I can’t just go on a walk and never comeback, even with all of my family in tow. Beacause my society wouldn’t allow me, It won’t allow me to be the person I want. It keeps telling me that I have to get a job, cause all my classmates are getting one; I have to learn gibberish theories, because I have to earn a degree; I have to cram, because I need to go to a college to earn the degree; I need to play, cause my neighbor is playing well.

Inner motivation my***, Even Tarzan got motivation from Kala to become the king of the jungle.

I do a job, worthless, I can live without it once I can live with the fact that nobody has to do the job, it’s plain stupid.

I plan life, worthless, cause nothing can be planned in life, including my death.

I think of earning more and more money, getting establishment and then happiness…, your happiness will always be out of your grasps; all I will achieve is more and more tension.

My lover, worthless, cause I don’t have the time for love anymore.

Marriage, worthless, cause I can’t relate to my spouse anymore.

At the end of the day, my whole life is worthless; the sad thing is, the poor rickshaw puller who realizes that he has happiness, will someday lost it because of me. Cause I will make him cripple under my car; or may be take away his rented hut to make place for my megamall. I know, if the Rickshaw puller had money, he wouldn’t be crippled. Answer me, I have money, but why I am emotionally crippled?  Why don’t I care about my society, a society which surrounds me and collapsing day by day… yet I go on just paying the school-fees for my children and nothing’ else. Who cares what happens to the world, I am living, am not I?

WORTHLESS

Society is itself worthless; being a recluse is the only way to have meaning of life. You don’t have to trust me, just start from Homer, and go through Galileo, Newton, Einstein and even Jobs. Thinking of doing better than the others will only make you do worse. But thinking of doing better for the others will make you the best.

Congratulations! Now that you have finished my long and boring article, I can tell you the main thing, that is why my middle name is worthless…

It’s because I myself can’t follow the things I know I should. I have given up to the peer pressure, to the flawed society and I admit it. Thus, I am worthless! News flash, SO ARE  YOU!